i am a real stubborn person. i have failed in many of my tasks but i am still trying...not leaving anything...any minute...any second! i am being victim of something ,,, i wonder if i ever be able to escape it? i always work on my weak points...but to day i am the weakest one.
i have read somewhere that the life is to keep trying...never expecting anything...the lesson which Gita gives us. How hard is it...never had imagined. The life was so simple and lovely that i got bored of it and decided to go further. i never imagined that it will be so lonely...! i am clueless of everything i am doing right now. i know i am gonna fight only. because i do know nothing except this struggle. i do not know when it will stop. i do not like this absence mindedness. i am feeling this for quite a long time. failures have gripped me...i am depressed... but i am trying to escape through my writings. i know i will get the way to move forward...towards my dream. i know it for sure...
