Why

Why Am I the way I am
Waiting for a wonderful thing to happen
Why the world is the way it is
It hurts me again and again...

Failure Cycle

I find myself in a cycle of many failures. I have no courage and aspiration left to move ahead with these discouraging results. I knew i would fail. But i tried without any preparation. I wonder why do I feel frustration?
i see everyone going away going far going ahead of me...no one with me. why do i  have to walk alone always?
why?