Mere Papa

hi
life is a challenge. i know there are a lots of troubles existing in it still it has no limits to it. i did not want to see this much reality in my life. i still has to decide what to know and what to leave...a human is weak very weak for everything...he does not have powers to control  senses. to me the life seemed to me a gift i never realized that it can be this much real. i am coming across many facts which are making me feel that i am blessed to have my father around me. my father has always warned before i commit some mistake. i wonder why has he never stopped me doing something very wrong...then i get an answer ...he believed in me. i never wanted to break his belief...and i returned home when i was near to a disaster. i must thank to him...i have  real good principles to lay the foundation of my thoughts on.  i never actually struggeled very hard to come to a conclusion. i knew before i started...because of my father! these many experiences made me think why i want to know everything...why do not i trust people. why am i iterested in knowing more...and knowing about the things which do not lead me to a productive end. i start questioning then i get an answer this is all because i want to choose my own path to life. life is showing me my own face...and i am not likng it. i know that i a m going to stand very stronglly because my father exist in this world. i love you PAPA. i can not be some one else's daughter...i am yours!!! thanks for being my Father!!!