A Confession

A confession has made my life different
I start walking again in the rain
I never realized the depth of my soul
Who has been residing in me...never known
I am no more real or no more free
A string...a bond developed in me
I run away...tired...exhausted
Still can not escape...have to surrender
What is it...a desire so intense
Not leaving me... making me without sense
Something is lost...a part of my body...
Or of my soul...never possessed...wonder it was so mine
How it can be for someone else
When I need it...and can not breath
Without it...Is anyone there
Who can give it to me once again
Because I have not walked since then it left
Where it supported me...showed me...completed me!