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I am very anxious. Sometimes I lose myself and start searching for solutions for my problems outside...still I know they are in me. I become very paranoid.I know talking to people will also not help me in anyways. I can not handle these many things when I am home. I lose my calm all the time...its being very frequent now a days. Writing helps still to day it is not helping. What to do. Why mind has limitations...why emotions do not have limitations...? I know being emotional is very easy job but performing one's duty based on them is very difficult.
I do not have patience to day but I know it will come later and I will sail once again on these tides...not worrying about failures of mind... of feelings... of relationships! I know I am just another human who does commit mistakes...still works on and on...hoping for a better person coming out of her. Keeping my hope alive...dreaming...breathing!
I am very anxious. Sometimes I lose myself and start searching for solutions for my problems outside...still I know they are in me. I become very paranoid.I know talking to people will also not help me in anyways. I can not handle these many things when I am home. I lose my calm all the time...its being very frequent now a days. Writing helps still to day it is not helping. What to do. Why mind has limitations...why emotions do not have limitations...? I know being emotional is very easy job but performing one's duty based on them is very difficult.
I do not have patience to day but I know it will come later and I will sail once again on these tides...not worrying about failures of mind... of feelings... of relationships! I know I am just another human who does commit mistakes...still works on and on...hoping for a better person coming out of her. Keeping my hope alive...dreaming...breathing!
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