My interview in the Lucknow University

i am upset because i am unable to impress judges in the panel. i am not liking myself. the fact that i am not ready for this is hurting my self confidence. i have not been preparing for the post i know...but why do i fail to communicate and express my worth...! i have to concentrate on my communication skills...i have to! i am not going to run away from the situation...i am going to sort out things through proper communication. theses are drawback of my personality...i make fool of myself by not conveying my real feelings on the issue! i am hopeful. god be with me!!!